Thursday, February 11, 2010

Rough Road Ahead

Well we have worked ourselves into quite the pickle. With the wife working part time since last May and my almost 3 months off last fall, we are no longer in a position to pay our mortgage. We have tried to work with our mortgage company and they are unwilling to help out in any way. They have pretty much told us that the only options are Short Sale, Deed in lieu of Foreclosure, or Foreclosure. I am not sure what we are going to do and I am feeling more and more like a complete failure.

I have failed myself, our families, and most of all my wife. I am not sure what is running through my head and where we go from here. All I know is that it will be a long road. I also know that it is easy to see why people can get depressed, become alcoholics, and divorces happen because of this type of thing. Kris and I are strong and on the same page with this whole thing, but Foreclosure just makes people so irritable and grumpy which is what makes it all the more stressful.

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Tuesday, February 2, 2010

So it has been a couple weeks and it has been busy. Not cool busy like we ran off to Vegas and won 2 mil playing craps. Then decided to stay and really have a good time. Nope not that kind of busy at all. I have been working a lot this week and have not had much energy at night to check my email let alone think about blogging. Work is work and it moves on slowly.

Got news yesterday that I will NOT be photographing the wedding that I was asked to in May. They decided to go with a Pro who has experience with photographing weddings on the beach. Someday I will get to do one, just not this spring.

Belly is feeling good and I have been cleared to start working out next week on Monday. I am really antsy to get moving and back to the gym. I still want to be down 50lbs by July when we go on vacation.

The wife and I are thinking about taking a 3 day trip this fall to somewhere. We are thinking to the Black Hills and Mount Rushmore. Who knows.

Well that is all I have for now. Getting taxes done this Saturday so hopefully there will be good news. Maybe I will even get to purchase a new camera!